People always make the mistake of thinking art is created for them. But really, art is a private language for sophisticates to congratulate themselves on their superiority to the rest of the world. As my artist’s statement explains, my work is utterly incomprehensible and is therefore full of deep significance. - Calvin

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Blues

If there is one thing you can take away...one thing I can certainly do without in this year that is fast approaching...take away that feeling...the 'shit i was so stupid...so silly I din't see it coming'...one. I have had enough. You have known me long enough to know that this one stupid line has so haunted me over the years....This perennial disease of seeing right before the eyes but still not seeing, cure me of it.

No I din't know it was not meant to be, I din't that it was a wrong move, neither that it did not exist all along, nor that the magnitude was just for the happy times.  I saw the tell tale signs and did not read the fine print. I thought every story is unique and to draw parallels is plain simple wrong, a sin that does not allow the story to develop according to its own lines. Guess I was terribly wrong...almost all along....

But now that I know...could you please be a bit more kind.

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