Life has always been so intriguing....so so very nastily weird...I have been blessed in more ways than one and I am grateful for that but that is not where all the song and dance ends. There are so many things that just put me to my wits end. Why is that there are certain things that I want just from specific people and when somebody else tries to do it, with the best of intensions mind you, the best I can be is plain irritated and unamused. While at the very same time when the one I want it to do does not indulge I am again in a foul mood......complex....right!

A part of me tears apart to be successful, powerful, famous while another just keeps pulling me back with arguments of the elusiveness of all of it. One says lo and behold look how enormous that building is, how palatial the surroundings are and what a fine spread it is. While the other says, oh! look what the government has done for the common man, hey, they are about to pull down the yamuna pushta jhuggis, oh ho its just the small fishes in the market that are meant to bear the brunt.

I wish things are easier, or I guess I were a bit more decisive, nevertheless the ifs and buts remain in full swing as of now!